Currently I'm just sitting at work, here in my cube, here staring at my monitor and thinking so many thoughts. Where do I start??? Someone once said, when you have so much going on in your head, make and list, write it out and then things will become more visual. I don't think I have a problem being visual, I think my problem more or less is I'm so analytical lately that I'm starting to wonder why am I reading so much into things. There are so many things going on in my head. Things like what I want to do, things I need to finish, places I want to go, money I need to save, bills I have to pay, people I want to see, things I miss, things I can't stand, things I want to change, things I love...the list just goes on and on. And who am I kidding right...this shit happens to everyone...right?!?
Sometimes I feel like my thoughts are in limbo. Maybe I'm in limbo. lol
I think honestly, my limbo started occurring when Lamont left. That's a different story that I'm not getting into right now.
I'm sitting at work wondering...I'm really appreciative of my job but boy do I hate this place. So monotonous. So redundant. So on and on and on and on. WTF is all I can seem to say on any given day that describes how I feel.